In his 1757 work, Philosophical Enquiry into the Origin of our Ideas of the Sublime and Beautiful, Edmund Burke wrote: "The passion caused by the great and sublime in nature . . . is Astonishment; and astonishment is that state of the soul, in which all its motions are suspended, with some degree of horror. In this case the mind is so entirely filled with its object, that it cannot entertain any other."
He was talking about mountains and hurricanes and suchlike – nature at its most extreme was beginning to interest people around the middle of the 18th century - and he was, of course, absolutely wrong. Now, I love a howling gale and the forbidding mountains of my native Norway as much as the next chap, but most of my experiences of the sublime have been occasioned by Nature at its leastterrifying.
Here are a few of my favourites.
My first transcendent experience happened while I was walking home from school at around the age of seven. I suddenly became aware of the blossom trees in our road. They were in full bloom, just beginning to shed. I stopped and stared up into a great blancmange clump, and saw the sunshine filtering through the blossom, making the colour throb. And then I remember suddenly – for no reason at all – feeling energy coursing through me, and starting to run down the pink-speckled pavement, at full pelt, laughing, feeling more gloriously, vitally alive than I had ever felt and being, for the first time, aware of myself as separate from but also a part of the living world around me. Once past the trees, the sensation stopped: but I have remembered it clearly for half a century.
I had a similar experience a mere 28 years later in Cornwall, on an unexceptional sort of day, walking near Land’s End with my wife across a field sloping up towards the headland. As we approached the top of the field, from where we would be staring down at the Atlantic, I was instantly full of energy and life, and, again, began to run (well, lumber) until I reached the top. There was a glorious burst of feeling as I gazed at the sea, as if for the very first time. And then it was just the sea, and the sensation was gone.
Two more experiences of Cornish sublimity followed hard on the heels of the one at Land’s End. The first was provided by a riotously beautiful early evening sunset over Constantine Bay, where the flame-filled clouds changed shape and pattern every few minutes, as did the colour of the sand, the sea, the granite rocks, and the gentle fields visible to the north of neighbouring Booby’s Bay, turning this beloved, familar place into a whole series of exciting, unique and previously unknown landscapes. My wife and I watched this astonishing display for nearly half an hour, and then, not knowing how else to respond, gave Nature a round of applause.
The following year, on a sparkling spring day at Port Quin, we were walking up the sloping field that leads to tiny Doyden Castle from the south, when the sheer pulsing, vibrant green of the grass in the clear, strong morning sun turned the grass into something quite alien. The colour of the field was suddenly a sort of Platonic ideal of greenness – a green so strong, elemental and overwhelming, it had become a colour I had never seen before: in fact, it had turned into something other than a colour – more a living, moving presence. I fell face forward onto the grass with a sensation of utter freshness, and newness and happiness. (And, no, I have never touched hallucinogens.)
Around that time, friends who live in Italy invited us for a summer holiday in a farmhouse apartment in the Dolomites. They were kind enough to let us have the bedroom with the best view, looking straight down a spectacular, wide valley. When we returned from a meal in the local inn on the first evening, and opened our windows wide, we were treated to an extraordinary thunderstorm – distant, rumbling thunder and the clouds illuminated by lightning flashes above and within them, and no accompanying rain. It was so strange – so unlike any storm I had ever witnessed – it was like gazing on another, richer reality.
All of these experiences had at their hearts a sense of otherness, of strangeness, or of a reality so intense, it was different from everyday reality. And yet, while some of the experiences were distinctly majestic and elemental – the sunset, the thunderstorm - none had about them even the vaguest hint of threat, let alone terror.
I’ll return to the topic of blossom in another blog – but, I warn you, I get very Fotherington-Thomassy on the subject!
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